I feel sad, extremely sad and stupid. I hate to portrait myself as the dumbest person on Earth just because I don't want to accept the fact that is over.
I feel sorry for not wanting to let you go, I feel sorry for being burning inside cause I just want to tell you that I don't want to be done with the idea of fighting for you, fighting for having the chance to be side by side in life.
I hate myself for not wanting to leave "us", when there's no "us" anymore and you don't feel the same way about me.
I'm sorry that I don't have the opportunity to talk to you once again and remind you how much we loved each other and how happy we were. I hate that I must not ask you to come here and have a talk, I hate that even if you came I wouldn't be able to change your mind about the future cause I have no right to go against your will. I'm sorry I cut the chance to say good bye properly.
I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry, and I know that this will pass and I'll be fine, that nobody dies from a heartbreak, and that eventually we'll be happy on our separate lives. But today I still can't cope with the idea of abandon this if there's any chance to talk and fix it up together, which I'm almost positive it won't be one.
I love you.